here goes. . .
the plans he had eventually left his mind when he found another girl (like all the others) more perfect for him then me. we don't even talk anymore. . . this does not bother me at all. a couple months later a guy from my school that I really liked asked me out. I said yes. we dated for I think 2 weeks I'm not quite sure. we went on one date, and never really clicked so I cut it off. things just have not been the same between us since. I hardly even talk to him anymore, it makes me very sad. january came. . . and I met another new guy. A guy that i kind of knew but was never really friends with, when we started talking we came to like each other. I never really thought that a lot would be affected by him. he decided he loved me. he cheated on me. i broke it off. now he is threatening to kill himself. he has had me thinking twice that he did and i was very upset. now I realize that he won't actually do it.
not much time today sorry <3 feel free to comment
Friday, March 25, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
day 5
ok i know its been a while I'm sorry about that but here goes . . . continue the story
even though we saw each other at school sometimes we would not even talk at school. this was because my friends did not like him at all they said there just was something not right about him. . . . the weekend before halloween I went to a party at my friends house then slept over at my best friends house afterward. we were just kind of hanging out and listening to music and I of corse was texting him. after a while i got a random text from him "i hate you so much. you are such a bitch and i could never in a million year date someone like you. you are ugly, a whore, and clingy and a bitch." my mouth dropped open. i showed my best friend the text and she picked up her phone and began swearing at him and bitching him out. soon after he apologized and said he was joking, and i made the biggest mistake ever and believed him. on halloween night we snuck over to his house and we had our first kiss. i have to say he was the single WORST kisser in the world! then the day after halloween we broke up, only to get back together a month later. we broke up and got back together a total of about (i am not positive so do not quote me on this) 8 times. . . we broke up for good when he moved away. i now hate that mother fucker. he played with me and then through me aside like yesterdays trash. during all this my best friend was talking to a very sweet guy who lives in the city. she gave me his number and said that he would make me feel better. that boy introduced me and his best friend who was from london and he was very hot. we dated for a very long time and he ended up being my first love. my ex (the one who played the really mean "joke" on halloween) texted him and convinced him that i was cheating on him. we broke up. to this day he continues to tell me he loves me with all his heart and he tries to get me to go back out with him. he was perfect. after the guy from london i dated a guy who was in the school band. that lasted all of a week and we never really clicked. i was single a long time until the very end of the year. a couple weeks into summer i dated a guy names justin... we lated 12 hours and then we never spoke again. july my birthday came around. we went on a trail ride and i met another guy. . . naturally :/ . . . he was from florida. he wants to be in the navy when he grows up. we dated for about 3 months. he had plans to find me after high school.
will continue later <3
even though we saw each other at school sometimes we would not even talk at school. this was because my friends did not like him at all they said there just was something not right about him. . . . the weekend before halloween I went to a party at my friends house then slept over at my best friends house afterward. we were just kind of hanging out and listening to music and I of corse was texting him. after a while i got a random text from him "i hate you so much. you are such a bitch and i could never in a million year date someone like you. you are ugly, a whore, and clingy and a bitch." my mouth dropped open. i showed my best friend the text and she picked up her phone and began swearing at him and bitching him out. soon after he apologized and said he was joking, and i made the biggest mistake ever and believed him. on halloween night we snuck over to his house and we had our first kiss. i have to say he was the single WORST kisser in the world! then the day after halloween we broke up, only to get back together a month later. we broke up and got back together a total of about (i am not positive so do not quote me on this) 8 times. . . we broke up for good when he moved away. i now hate that mother fucker. he played with me and then through me aside like yesterdays trash. during all this my best friend was talking to a very sweet guy who lives in the city. she gave me his number and said that he would make me feel better. that boy introduced me and his best friend who was from london and he was very hot. we dated for a very long time and he ended up being my first love. my ex (the one who played the really mean "joke" on halloween) texted him and convinced him that i was cheating on him. we broke up. to this day he continues to tell me he loves me with all his heart and he tries to get me to go back out with him. he was perfect. after the guy from london i dated a guy who was in the school band. that lasted all of a week and we never really clicked. i was single a long time until the very end of the year. a couple weeks into summer i dated a guy names justin... we lated 12 hours and then we never spoke again. july my birthday came around. we went on a trail ride and i met another guy. . . naturally :/ . . . he was from florida. he wants to be in the navy when he grows up. we dated for about 3 months. he had plans to find me after high school.
will continue later <3
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